winter

i miss it. and there is a big struggle inside. i want to go up cross country skiing with my family, but it’s so soon and i don’t know what to do! i want to stay here longer but i also know how much that ski trip means to me. fuck, it sucks having to choose!

well maybe since i abandoned the christmas i might as well skip this too? or is that just stupidity? darn it.

and what happened to björkliden this year? i miss that too!!!